Reflections...THANKS!

It's been so long since I've been writing here. 1 cuz I've been busy settling into my new job, another juz too busy with work.

Since coming into this company, this new line, new environment, new field of work, new colleagues...I know I've been FULL of complaints and complaints (look through my FB)! Also, my temper has been flying everywhere and anywhere (in all directions, over all sorts of SMALL/BIG things).

I've chosen the worst way to cope with this changes, and my friends and family (mostly friends) have to take the blunt of my change...namely my temper!

Need to express my utmost sincere THANKS to all my friends who's had to endure with me throughout this period, and also SPECIAL THANKS to all who's walk through this 'hardship' with me. Although my temper is still not back to when I was at my best, at my most patience, but has defintely improved since coming into this company.

I'm more or less back to my joyous self, although I STILL complaints alot (but since when have I not complaint before?). Haha

So people, if the next time I'm shouting at you or showing you attitude, please bear with me. Although I've been in this company for close to 4 months now, I'm still new and learning alot of things. So, I'm still under a lot of stress and pressure, I'm not looking for excuse for me to fly my temper, but just stating what will COME in the future. It's bound to happen again, but I'm just hoping that I would not be as bad as I am right now, or when I first started out in the field.

But no matter what, if you feel that you need to give me a sound scolding, just go ahead (but better to do it when I've cooled-down), I will be able to take it, and will love to hear it from you guys. That's when I will be able to change for the better and know where I'm erring at, or being unreasonable at. I will not be able to see myself when my temper is flying you see, thus will not be able to stop myself, so I will need all if you to help me.

The thing that I've notice about myself at the moment that's causing a lot of 'pain' to my friends are my complaints and temper, so if anyone feels that there's something else that I should have reflected on, please let me know.

THANKS TO ALL!!!!