This morning when i went to work, straight away im told by 公公 that he will ne tendering today, and true enough he tendered in the later part of the day. Realli, changes sure take places as n when, and most of it is unexpected. Not that im saying his tendering was not expected, but well...not so soon i guess...
Always thotz i would tender be4 he does...but well seems like im not fast enough to be ahead or on par wif these changes...whu will it be nxt? mi? 服? 姐? 沙拉? or sumone else....
But recently im tinking, shld i convert back to answering calls or juz stay at ticketing...hmm...well too mny problems...too much DOUBLE job to do...makes mi sick n tired of goin to work...
Evione in e office (besides my click) makes mi wanna puke...so sick!
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
Updates....
hai~realli is a long time since i blogged...
原本已原谅的人，竟然又来踩我的尾巴。实在是，熟可忍孰不可忍。所以我决定不再理她，也不再把她当朋友或同事，只当她是透明人。真的很令人失望。做了近两年的‘朋友’，到了今天才看清楚了她这可人。确实只能说我有眼无珠，没有看人的本事。以后真的要多加小心，以免再次无交损友。
但是从这里便可知她真的是个胆小鬼，又很小人。明明我要找的根本不是她，这也不管她的事，却硬要干涩。然后又不敢和我面对面的理论，只敢跟个小人一样的在我背后同他人投诉。要是有种，有本事就不需要如此假咯。Hypocrite Sia!!! 自以为了不起。。。(-_-)"' 真令人受不了。
不提她了。。。说点其他的吧。hmm...这次又换工作行程表咯。第一个还是令人不满意到了几点哪，好在后来改了。不然我还真的得提交辞呈了。不过现在应该还能再撑个一两个月吧。希望到时后有我想既能做的工咯。哈哈。 (^_^)
不说公司了。爷爷离开也已经一个多月了。(!_!) 还是很想他，向他的一颦一笑，想他的幽默，向他吃饭的身影，想他说话的声音，想他所有。尤其想念他活着的迹象。在家里走动的样子，写字的坐姿，拿毛笔的姿式。休息时的休闲，看电视时偶尔的调侃。一切的一切都如此的让我想念，怀念，思念到不行。(-_-)
爷爷，如果您知道，请如梦一聚吧，(*_*)zzzz 来看看如此想念，如此爱您的孙女吧。爷爷。。。(T_T)
原本已原谅的人，竟然又来踩我的尾巴。实在是，熟可忍孰不可忍。所以我决定不再理她，也不再把她当朋友或同事，只当她是透明人。真的很令人失望。做了近两年的‘朋友’，到了今天才看清楚了她这可人。确实只能说我有眼无珠，没有看人的本事。以后真的要多加小心，以免再次无交损友。
但是从这里便可知她真的是个胆小鬼，又很小人。明明我要找的根本不是她，这也不管她的事，却硬要干涩。然后又不敢和我面对面的理论，只敢跟个小人一样的在我背后同他人投诉。要是有种，有本事就不需要如此假咯。Hypocrite Sia!!! 自以为了不起。。。(-_-)"' 真令人受不了。
不提她了。。。说点其他的吧。hmm...这次又换工作行程表咯。第一个还是令人不满意到了几点哪，好在后来改了。不然我还真的得提交辞呈了。不过现在应该还能再撑个一两个月吧。希望到时后有我想既能做的工咯。哈哈。 (^_^)
不说公司了。爷爷离开也已经一个多月了。(!_!) 还是很想他，向他的一颦一笑，想他的幽默，向他吃饭的身影，想他说话的声音，想他所有。尤其想念他活着的迹象。在家里走动的样子，写字的坐姿，拿毛笔的姿式。休息时的休闲，看电视时偶尔的调侃。一切的一切都如此的让我想念，怀念，思念到不行。(-_-)
爷爷，如果您知道，请如梦一聚吧，(*_*)zzzz 来看看如此想念，如此爱您的孙女吧。爷爷。。。(T_T)
Thursday, April 17, 2008
献给最敬爱的爷爷！
Dedicated to my Beloved 爷爷。Photos of him....in fond memories of 爷爷...I MISSED SO MUCH! since his departure.... (T_T)
mi n yeye in his rm...
yeye in e livinrm in china - first nite there
mi n yeye 2nd time in china
my mama n aunties wif yeye plus e little devil which my yeye lkes alot...
yeye - while waiting to watch e fireworks
e kids with yeye outside his rm (be4 he came to singapore)
yeye waiting to drink tea...chatting wif relatives
yeye's rm (donation to school, thus classrm was named after him)
yeye n his sister at his birthday dinner celebration 
e kids with yeye n xiao lau gu
mi n yeye in his rm... 
yeye in e livinrm in china - first nite there 
mi n yeye 2nd time in china 
my mama n aunties wif yeye plus e little devil which my yeye lkes alot... 
yeye - while waiting to watch e fireworksDedicated to my Beloved 爷爷。
于2008年4月11日凌晨2.20 致2.25 之间去世。
没有您在身边的日子真的好难过。爷爷，不知您是以什么心情离开我们，但是可以肯定的是绝对有许多的不舍得，如同我们一样的不舍。
我唯一希望的就是，您走得安心，走得放心。我们一定会找您的遗书所写的去做。经量减少真吵，经常往来。每星期最少见一次，以方便联系，以及维系我们之间的感情。
有很多话想说却不知如何开口。爷爷，我知道您与景天凌晨议会来看我们。不能与您聊天，见是我的遗憾。但是知道您回来过，又免不了开心。
请您千万要放心，虽然我们会很想您，但是我们却不希望您不放心。您与爸爸将永远在我心中。
我们会永远怀念您。我爱您！
我们会永远怀念您。我爱您！
请您有空一定要回来探望我们，或是托梦给我们。我们都很想在梦里与您相会。
my family with yeye in china
my family with yeye in china
e kids with yeye outside his rm (be4 he came to singapore)
yeye waiting to drink tea...chatting wif relatives
yeye's rm (donation to school, thus classrm was named after him)
yeye n his sister at his birthday dinner celebration
e kids with yeye n xiao lau gumore photos nxt time....
Friday, April 4, 2008
Betrayal...Cancer...Pain...Tears...
Firstly, tks val fer ur concern...sorry for not replyin ur sms but writing here...cuz im scare tt if u ask mi any qns i might start crying again when i had a hard time stopping myself...
Guys, i noe u r all concern abt mi n my yeye...tks loads...but pls pardon my lack of concern or friendliness to ani of u...cuz now im realli juz concentratin on my yeye...Sorry...
I always thotz tt tis fren of my will not betray mi...but im wrong...but right now...nuting is more painful then lookin at my yeye suffer in pain...n signin out loud...todae we went to e hosp again! it's another dae "wasted" there...
looking at him gettin onto e trolley bed n layin there is such a torture...he's so WEAK tt he cant even stand on his own...i was lookin at him...n i thotz i saw tears in his eyes...he was lookin so helpless n tired...i don noe if it's juz mi or realli there's tears in his eyes...but it realli pain mi to see him suffering lke tis...
u noe...juz not long ago mi n my jie were saying tt although yeye is in pain, he haf a VERY stong will to live on...but tis morning when i saw him...he practically had given up...he don wanna eat animore...we had to force him to eat...breakfast, lunch n dinner...he had no more strengh to even hold e spoon or e bowl which he still could yesterdae...
im corssing my fingers, hoping n praying that some how he would find in himself e courage n strength to bring back his will to live, to eat, to drink, to tok, to laugh, and definitely to WALK! or maybe juz some waes to minimise his pain...his now on morphine...im hopin he could get well enough to be off it...
Pple, im callin out to u guys again to PLEASE pray for him...he realli nn all e help n blessings he can get...i will be VERY thankful to all of you! N please gif mi strength to walk thru all tis wif him...support him...
YEYE, I LOVE YOU!
Guys, i noe u r all concern abt mi n my yeye...tks loads...but pls pardon my lack of concern or friendliness to ani of u...cuz now im realli juz concentratin on my yeye...Sorry...
I always thotz tt tis fren of my will not betray mi...but im wrong...but right now...nuting is more painful then lookin at my yeye suffer in pain...n signin out loud...todae we went to e hosp again! it's another dae "wasted" there...
looking at him gettin onto e trolley bed n layin there is such a torture...he's so WEAK tt he cant even stand on his own...i was lookin at him...n i thotz i saw tears in his eyes...he was lookin so helpless n tired...i don noe if it's juz mi or realli there's tears in his eyes...but it realli pain mi to see him suffering lke tis...
u noe...juz not long ago mi n my jie were saying tt although yeye is in pain, he haf a VERY stong will to live on...but tis morning when i saw him...he practically had given up...he don wanna eat animore...we had to force him to eat...breakfast, lunch n dinner...he had no more strengh to even hold e spoon or e bowl which he still could yesterdae...
im corssing my fingers, hoping n praying that some how he would find in himself e courage n strength to bring back his will to live, to eat, to drink, to tok, to laugh, and definitely to WALK! or maybe juz some waes to minimise his pain...his now on morphine...im hopin he could get well enough to be off it...
Pple, im callin out to u guys again to PLEASE pray for him...he realli nn all e help n blessings he can get...i will be VERY thankful to all of you! N please gif mi strength to walk thru all tis wif him...support him...
YEYE, I LOVE YOU!
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Broken HEART...
I'm back frm the U.S.A with a heavy heart, upon hearing e bad news regarding my yeye...i noe sumtimes tings happen without warning, without reason, without PERMISSION! be4 i leave for U.S.A he was still well n about, walking and toking happily...but suddenly after 1 wk, he's not able to walk, vomitting almost wateva he ate and even tokin makes him breathless...
It realli pains my heart to look at him lke tis...(T_T)
I finalli saw him todae, he is so thin tt i could count his ribs without even touching him. He's realli juz a pack of bones now...but at least he's eating sum tings todae without vommiting ani of it...
He needs help in eviting he dos now...seating up, turning around in bed, bathing and even goin to e toilet...he's always in pain...juz tinking of him now makes mi cry...(:_:)
I realli feel very helpless now, cuz i don noe...realli don noe wat i can do for him...n im realli scared tt i will not be able to hold my tears for long infront of him...
Lucky for me, he was not looking at me when i sat beside him todae, n my tears juz flowed out of me without control...but realli...i don even noe if he noes it was me whu was greeting him tis morning...he looks so WEAK n BLUR... (t_t)
Pple whu;s reading tis now, pls PLEASE do me a favour...a BIG favour...Please PRAY for him on my behalf...Please SHOWER him with all your BLESSINGS! I realli appreciate all your help.
Thank you very much!
It realli pains my heart to look at him lke tis...(T_T)
I finalli saw him todae, he is so thin tt i could count his ribs without even touching him. He's realli juz a pack of bones now...but at least he's eating sum tings todae without vommiting ani of it...
He needs help in eviting he dos now...seating up, turning around in bed, bathing and even goin to e toilet...he's always in pain...juz tinking of him now makes mi cry...(:_:)
I realli feel very helpless now, cuz i don noe...realli don noe wat i can do for him...n im realli scared tt i will not be able to hold my tears for long infront of him...
Lucky for me, he was not looking at me when i sat beside him todae, n my tears juz flowed out of me without control...but realli...i don even noe if he noes it was me whu was greeting him tis morning...he looks so WEAK n BLUR... (t_t)
Pple whu;s reading tis now, pls PLEASE do me a favour...a BIG favour...Please PRAY for him on my behalf...Please SHOWER him with all your BLESSINGS! I realli appreciate all your help.
Thank you very much!
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
标题，人生，目标...
每次来到写标题时，我都会想很久，为了让标题能符合我的内容。
今天所写...连我自己都不知道该用啥标题来表达才好，来带出我所想写的。
其实，连我自己都不知道我想写些什么。
再过不久，我现有的人生即将要有所改变，而对于此改变，我又有我的茫然与无助。
因为我不清楚我的决定是否正确。害怕这个改变会让我将来后悔，恐慌这样的变化我会应付不来。更担心我会不知所措。
长这么大以来，这是我第3次如此的慌乱，担心，紧张，害怕，和不知所措。
第1次，是我爸爸过世时。因为他人身在国外，忽然之间，他上司的一通电话就宣告了他的死亡。令我们所有人都手足无措，手忙脚乱，更是忙得天昏地暗。而当时我也不过才16/7岁，却得提前体会人情冷暖，得知人邪恶的一面。尤其是，当那些人们是自家人时，滋味更是不好受。
第2次，是爷爷入院时，临时被通知爷爷有生命危险。赶到医院，却是被通知要有心理准备，顿时更是晴天霹雳。
而第3次，就是现在的改变。我明白人生总有不如意的时候，但是，如果每隔几年都要有一次的话，我不确定我能不能够承受这样的打击于改变。有时真不知我为何如此辛苦。
今天所写...连我自己都不知道该用啥标题来表达才好，来带出我所想写的。
其实，连我自己都不知道我想写些什么。
再过不久，我现有的人生即将要有所改变，而对于此改变，我又有我的茫然与无助。
因为我不清楚我的决定是否正确。害怕这个改变会让我将来后悔，恐慌这样的变化我会应付不来。更担心我会不知所措。
长这么大以来，这是我第3次如此的慌乱，担心，紧张，害怕，和不知所措。
第1次，是我爸爸过世时。因为他人身在国外，忽然之间，他上司的一通电话就宣告了他的死亡。令我们所有人都手足无措，手忙脚乱，更是忙得天昏地暗。而当时我也不过才16/7岁，却得提前体会人情冷暖，得知人邪恶的一面。尤其是，当那些人们是自家人时，滋味更是不好受。
第2次，是爷爷入院时，临时被通知爷爷有生命危险。赶到医院，却是被通知要有心理准备，顿时更是晴天霹雳。
而第3次，就是现在的改变。我明白人生总有不如意的时候，但是，如果每隔几年都要有一次的话，我不确定我能不能够承受这样的打击于改变。有时真不知我为何如此辛苦。
Saturday, March 15, 2008
New tings in life......enjoying! (^_^)
so mny happenings lately...but most importantly are e new tings n happenings in my life...
long time neve blog...cuz no com to use...but i had finalli got my own lap-top during the IT-Show 2008. but e sad ting is i onli had it wif mi fer 2 daes, then OS corrupted...which i haven done aniting n it's corrupted....but anywae it's fixed liao...so im happi wif it...hee hee
new additions in my life...i finalli make up my mind n 'threw' my money to but my sunglass...(^_^)
when to china juz 2 wks ago, cold lke hell...got sick there...mi n my cousin took turn to get sick...she first then mi...guess is cuz we share e same room n bed...then virus pass to each other...thus got sick till so bad...we both had to go c doc e nxt dae we came back...took 2 daes MC...almost freezed there...
new happenings...im goin to a new place n have a new life soon...tis cumin mth is bery impt to mi...new life, new beginning, new post, new place, eviting new...
USA wait fer mi...im cuming! cant wait to go man! USA is calling out to mi....so exciting!
sum fotos frm my china trip...my auntie n her niece (BAD GAL!!) taking pix wif those old times dough maker.
u noe wat word is tt??? tt's those old times writings...its 'wen qi dao chuan'
e boy boy in e pix is beary beary CUTE!!!!
show u guys more pix nxt time...nn to get pix frm my cousin n mei first...
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