get out of my life!!!

Im freaking out recently...why? Because eviwhere i go i see this creature tt i fear most and it's 蟑螂!!!!!!!!!!

My closes encounter with it happens yesterday!!! It crawled past me (right beside my arm) on my desk! Thanks to my colleague Ms.Chee, she killed it for me...if not i don't know how i will survive tt day man! Then this morning when i was washing my cup, another one was sturggling to crawl up the wall!!!

But the worst was on Wednesday night...I tabao home to eat (for my family too), i has this DEAD one mixed among my food, imagine i already had a few mouth of the bee hoon...I just almost drop dead on the spot...(vomit)

So, PLS just GET OUT of my life, and disappear into thin air and NEVER EVER come near me again! EVER!!!!

Work...Call...

Oki, i started answering calls now for about 4 days, starting the tue tt past...for the first day was pretty hectic, i answered the first few calls stuttering, as i almost greeted as NWA instead of Emirates...but i ended my first customer call with NWA...hahaha think i shocked my mentor...

That day i had to ask her for almost all calls, but the following day went pretty smooth, except for qns pertaining to time limit, limo (transfers to n fro apt) and promos, which wasn't alot...as the week progress, i ask lesser and lesser qns, but still there will be qns tt i have to ask...

Then, on yesterday, a customer turned her word against me...but lucky for me, my manager choose to trust me, and rejected the request of the customer...well, i guess there are still this kind of people, who could say to you (nicely n even sounded friendly) its oki, i will go talk it out with my agt(accepting everything you tole her), then the next moment, turn around and say you committed something to her, and get her agt to appeal for her...but oh well, at least i know that i had done my part, so im not afraid...
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Today i went shopping with yujie, and i bought a pair of shoes (white), a dress (for sarah's wedding), a shirt (blue) and a belt (^-^)...happy!
Finally after so long, i managed to settle the dress for sarah's wedding, and now my only concern is my costume for my company's staff party...theme is international...anyone can lend me yours? Costumes like 旗袍, kimono, sari or whatever...help needed...pls!!!

Blogging at work...thoughts...

Title : TIME
Time crawls when you need it to fly,
Time flies when you wanted very much for it to crawl.

More time to spent with luv ones, but time flies like it's never been faster,
Time crawls when you want to knock off from work…

Time always works the opposite way from you.
When you need it most to go slowly especially!

But it all boils down to your mentality when you are looking at Time,
your feelings, thinkings and needs when looking at Time actually.

Things happen, people/luv ones dies, but Time goes on and you will have too.
Time flies and life goes on, be it you like it or not.

Thought of this when I was at work…nothing to do, boring myself to sleep, suddenly, was looking at the Time and realise that I only have another hour at work before knocking off, I willed that Time will go faster, but by the Time I started typing, only 5Mins have passed. This is to keep me awake due I have been close to falling asleep whole Time after I had my lunch. Hope you find it meaningful too. Just kind of bored thus wrote this. See you next time when I have this kind of inspiration again.
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Thoughts:

I'm beginning to REALLY cant stand someone. She's been trying very had to get on nerves and PICK a fight with me since i can remember...worst thing? I have to SEE her everyday.

I really dont know what the FxxK is wrong with her...or maybe she's having EARLY 更年期! But seriously, what has that got to do with me? Crazy woman...really feel like killing her MOST of the time!!!!

If not for someone else, I really would like to see who will win in the fight she keeps trying to have with me! SIAO DING DONG!!!!

anxiety...nerves...

oki now tink almost all of u noes tt i've alreadi started my new job fer almost a mth...
as i progress with my self-learning (on-line), i start to feel more n more stupid n idiotic...then i start getting angry with the system...

OMG! cant take it...can sumone pls tell mi im not stupid...juz not familiar with it...
the more i explore, the more stupid i feel...did i realli rest too long to ferget sssoooooo much on how to use a system???

Gosh...realli no self-esteem nowadays man...HELP!!!