anxiety...nerves...

oki now tink almost all of u noes tt i've alreadi started my new job fer almost a mth...
as i progress with my self-learning (on-line), i start to feel more n more stupid n idiotic...then i start getting angry with the system...

OMG! cant take it...can sumone pls tell mi im not stupid...juz not familiar with it...
the more i explore, the more stupid i feel...did i realli rest too long to ferget sssoooooo much on how to use a system???

Gosh...realli no self-esteem nowadays man...HELP!!!