Poached? To go or to stay?

Am I really poached internally or is he juz asking for fun?

Should I go or should I stay? If I'm not poached but I asked and rejected, will my life turn for the better or worse?

Hmm...am getting more and more tired and restless about my job...
Am I reaching the point that I'm losing the interest in my job, in the industry or juz the company?

Will changing a job scope or even a new company help? Will I be able to stay long in another company doing completely different things?

Sick, Irritated, Just cant understand how pple work!

Went back to work after 1-day MC, and guess what? It clearing SHIT for pple again!!!!!!!!
Super irritating, as this is not the first time that i had to clear for the same damn person...realli don understand how did she even pass her training?

Is she even using her brain?????
Working with her eye and ear CLOSED?
Dont understand pls ASK! You have a mouth and we all have 2 ears to listen and a mouth to answer your queries. Don pretend to know when you don!

Service the call when you get it, and STOP pushing it back and giving all FxxKing excuses! Seriously, it's not my first day at work, and definitely not my first time dealing with them, I know that they are most willing when you wanna help them.
They wont need to look for the same agent! So PLS jolly well service when they are on YOUR line...

Seriouly cant understand, and never will i ever conprehend!
Passion? My FOOT!

Depression

Suddenly realised that I've been blogging much too often tis few days...not a good sign sia...

I'm seriously thinking that I've sink into depression...been feeling really low tis days...everyday is torture to me...keep feel like crying for nothing...even now when im blogging, there's tears circling in my eyes.

Just cant put my finger on the thing/matter or even person tt's causing my downness...even buying things cant cheer me up...shit tis is bad man!
I know i'm really sinking into depression, but i just can't help it...shit shit shit!

Got to clear my hse now as guest is coming....

Raining...Crying...dead

The first news i got this morning the moment i woke up......
my fav hamster died ----> Mother star!!!! (T_T)
She has given birth to 7 or more babies (cant rem)...as some died n some given away.....

I had juz went to perm my hair on Fri (27Nov09) as I was looking to change my look and feeling of depression...but less than 48hrs, my fav hamster had died.

No one noes what's wrong, but last night as per Gary n Jie, she was already blind, as she was walking around her small cage, but seems to not know where...then tis morning, she's gone.

Rest in peace my little one. We r all very thankful to you for bringing joy, and babies into this world. We will always miss you!

Restless...

Am I just getting more n more restless or am I losing the passion for my job?
Is my job getting more n more stressful or are the customers getting more n more CRAZY?
Seems to me like I'm getting more n more depressed...getting up every morning is beginning to feel like torture to me.
With the increasing workload, ever growing crazy customers and irritating never ending phone calls...hmm...issit just me losing my passion or the job getting on my nerves?
Am I just getting sick n tired of doing so many things, but so little satisfaction?
Or maybe I'm crumpling under all the workload and stress from everyone n everything, coming from all around me, from every corner...
I am so tried, so restless...can I not work?

Bored! Tired! Sicked!

Getting more n more tired of of getting up every morning and hafing to face all the sick n disgusting pple...either over e fone or face to face!

Feeling bored of Singapore...really wanna get out n relax...most importantly is to forget abt all the tings n pple ard me...hai~

真是越来越多愁善感。近来老是想到/梦到我爸，但都是些weird dreams。我已不记得确切的内容，但是依稀记得梦中的爸爸还是如此的英俊挺拔，健康强壮，就象还在世时。虽然不能真的清楚知道/了解爸爸是不是真的过得很好，但是能在这么多年后的今天梦见爸爸还是让我感到欣慰/心安/安慰。

Met up with some of my poly frens recently, then i realised that i really haven been keepin myself updted abt my frens...guess im really juz living in my own world too much...
But to make e move n step into other pple's world is a scary decision. A decision tt could make me get hurt...tt i might regret...后悔是我最不希望发生的事，遗憾...一次就够了！

Stop denying!!!!!

Seriously! Please stop denying that you are hafing a woman and STILL seeing that woman!!!! Come on, you are going everywhere with that UGLY PIG and you can still look onto people's eyes and LIE that no, you are no longer seeing or having anything to do with that woman.

If you can't take responsibility for your own actions, then PLEASE stop going around to complaint that your kids are not treating you well! Look at the way you're treating them!!!! Seriously! Man! Idiots!

Really can't find in my heart to pity you or blame your kids! YOU DESERVE WHAT YOU HAVE COMING!