Saturday, December 12, 2009

Sick, Irritated, Just cant understand how pple work!

Went back to work after 1-day MC, and guess what? It clearing SHIT for pple again!!!!!!!!
Super irritating, as this is not the first time that i had to clear for the same damn person...realli don understand how did she even pass her training?

Is she even using her brain?????
Working with her eye and ear CLOSED?
Dont understand pls ASK! You have a mouth and we all have 2 ears to listen and a mouth to answer your queries. Don pretend to know when you don!

Service the call when you get it, and STOP pushing it back and giving all FxxKing excuses! Seriously, it's not my first day at work, and definitely not my first time dealing with them, I know that they are most willing when you wanna help them.
They wont need to look for the same agent! So PLS jolly well service when they are on YOUR line...

Seriouly cant understand, and never will i ever conprehend!
Passion? My FOOT!

Monday, November 30, 2009

Depression

Suddenly realised that I've been blogging much too often tis few days...not a good sign sia...

I'm seriously thinking that I've sink into depression...been feeling really low tis days...everyday is torture to me...keep feel like crying for nothing...even now when im blogging, there's tears circling in my eyes.

Just cant put my finger on the thing/matter or even person tt's causing my downness...even buying things cant cheer me up...shit tis is bad man!
I know i'm really sinking into depression, but i just can't help it...shit shit shit!

Got to clear my hse now as guest is coming....

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Raining...Crying...dead

The first news i got this morning the moment i woke up......
my fav hamster died ----> Mother star!!!! (T_T)
She has given birth to 7 or more babies (cant rem)...as some died n some given away.....

I had juz went to perm my hair on Fri (27Nov09) as I was looking to change my look and feeling of depression...but less than 48hrs, my fav hamster had died.

No one noes what's wrong, but last night as per Gary n Jie, she was already blind, as she was walking around her small cage, but seems to not know where...then tis morning, she's gone.

Rest in peace my little one. We r all very thankful to you for bringing joy, and babies into this world. We will always miss you!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Restless...

Am I just getting more n more restless or am I losing the passion for my job?
Is my job getting more n more stressful or are the customers getting more n more CRAZY?
Seems to me like I'm getting more n more depressed...getting up every morning is beginning to feel like torture to me.
With the increasing workload, ever growing crazy customers and irritating never ending phone calls...hmm...issit just me losing my passion or the job getting on my nerves?
Am I just getting sick n tired of doing so many things, but so little satisfaction?
Or maybe I'm crumpling under all the workload and stress from everyone n everything, coming from all around me, from every corner...
I am so tried, so restless...can I not work?

Friday, October 23, 2009

Bored! Tired! Sicked!

Getting more n more tired of of getting up every morning and hafing to face all the sick n disgusting pple...either over e fone or face to face!

Feeling bored of Singapore...really wanna get out n relax...most importantly is to forget abt all the tings n pple ard me...hai~

真是越来越多愁善感。近来老是想到/梦到我爸,但都是些weird dreams。我已不记得确切的内容,但是依稀记得梦中的爸爸还是如此的英俊挺拔,健康强壮,就象还在世时。虽然不能真的清楚知道/了解爸爸是不是真的过得很好,但是能在这么多年后的今天梦见爸爸还是让我感到欣慰/心安/安慰。

Met up with some of my poly frens recently, then i realised that i really haven been keepin myself updted abt my frens...guess im really juz living in my own world too much...
But to make e move n step into other pple's world is a scary decision. A decision tt could make me get hurt...tt i might regret...后悔是我最不希望发生的事,遗憾...一次就够了!

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Stop denying!!!!!

Seriously! Please stop denying that you are hafing a woman and STILL seeing that woman!!!! Come on, you are going everywhere with that UGLY PIG and you can still look onto people's eyes and LIE that no, you are no longer seeing or having anything to do with that woman.

If you can't take responsibility for your own actions, then PLEASE stop going around to complaint that your kids are not treating you well! Look at the way you're treating them!!!! Seriously! Man! Idiots!

Really can't find in my heart to pity you or blame your kids! YOU DESERVE WHAT YOU HAVE COMING!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Pain...Swell...Bloat...Can Eat...

God...my face is swelling again!!! This time becuz of what I also don't noe...e doc say is due to inflammation of the (don noe wat) gland...hai~now I cannot even eat aniting at all!!!!

I am only surviving on water! Liquid!
So painful sia! Swelling and bloated like a PIG!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................................

I wanna bite sumting! I wanna EAT solid FOOD!!!!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Resign...Hire

Hai~~~After all the slogging, 2 staff resigned, and now we are working endlessly in order to cover, and finally the hiring ihas started, but how long before they start work and we all collapse under the ever growing workload and stress???

Tired yet helpless, as there's nothing that we do can help to ease the stress and load on all our shoulders, and people (irritating ones) can still come and add MORE!!! Do you really think we are sitting in the office doing nothing, but play and answer calls and chit-chat??? Hello~~~we are ALL busy answering the never ending calls / ever increasing walk-in customers alright?!

You have nothing to do doesn't mean we don't can? Irritating right! Stupid Idiotic Brainless People!!!!!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Long time...tired!

Suddenly realised that it's been a long time since I blogged...so I shall blog while waiting for for my video to convert to store in my IPod...hahaha

Work
It's been really hectic and CRAZY!
The workload is ssssooooooo heavy that with just the few of us, I really don't think we are able to cope, more over 2 of them is leaving us soon...it's really bad...I know most of you is going to tell me - having a job is better than not / busy means god, at least I get to keep my job, but, it's getting on my nerves the amount of work I have up my sleeves!!!

Books
I have finally bought the books that I've been wanting to buy...hahahaha....so happy (great my movie is done)...

DVD
I've also been thinking of buying a DVD - Twilight, and I'm so glad my cousin actually have it, and lend it to me...wahahahaha

Well, I'm going off to the docs now...bb

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Photos

Here are my Photos:

My Apartment:

My Room
Toilet

Kitchen

Dining around

Living Room
Cooking:
Cooking in Progress (with my senior)
Eating

Dinner alone!
Korean Course-mate:

Me and Yoo on our last day!

My Facilitator/Teacher:

Nandeeta and me (also last day!)

For more please log on to facebook (^^)

Dubai...Course...Shopping...Food...Sick!

Yoz evione, I'm finally back home from my Dubai study trip!!!

I was staying in our company service apartment - Sky Building (Name of the accommodation), in room M11 on the M floor as most of you could have guessed. The course that I had attended was for work, the new system that my company is starting to shift to use (after having it for 3 Yrs now) - EasyMars (a web based system, which almost, and i mean ALMOST everything is a click away).

Anyway, I was there also for a soft-skill training - Smart Sell (It's a 2-day course), while the technical system is 4-days. There's only 10 of us (all girls!), plus our facilitator is also female, except for the teacher for the soft-skill (he's the thorn among the Roses!) Hahaha :P

This is my first trip going overseas ALONE!!! I have to admit that I'm totally lost, scared and HOME SICK! I only just arrived into DXB airport, and I feel like turning around and hop onto the first plane I can to get back home! :(
(I didn't course I really couldn't, as I do not wanna get sack!)

So being as lost as I can get, (not sure if you can imagine) I followed everyone going the way towards the immigration. (I have to say the signs are REALLY not clear!) Finally getting through the immi (without having to fill up any immi cards or whatsoever). It's really weird not having to fill up any form/card...got my bag, and went to the chauffeur service for my transport to the apartment. (almost went the wrong way, with the wrong direction given by the airport staff).

I just nearly starve myself to death on my first day there, as I did not think that it's a wkn for them, there's practically no shop that's open that's near my accommodation. (havin not brought any food due to my colleagues tellin me not to as I can buy there), I only had milo and nothing else!!!! I was damn hungry and couldn't sleep (due to not use to the environment), those who knows me should know...light sleeper and one who can't sleep well (except in my own house!)

The next day was school day (first day of the course), again, only milo in the morning, but I had pasta in the afternoon (in the school cafeteria), almost puke on my third bite (the taste is fine, but just too oily for my liking), but had to force myself to finish it as I was really hungry :(
That night I went to City Centre (it's a mall) with my Korean coursemate -- Yoo.
Brought food for the next 6-7 days, and did some shopping for gifts for my family, friends and colleagues! Had Mac for dinner (See I had to fly all the way to DXB for Mac...Hahahaha)

Did some cooking on my 3rd night there with my senior (she came 1 day later then me for the Easymars Advance course). Went to several malls in DXB with Yoo, such as the City Centre (we went twice - Day 1 of school and last day of school) Mall of Emirates, and the Festival City with my Senior.

Done more cooking in DXB then at home man. Mostly I ate REALLY light there, just bread, milo, eggs and biscuits. The only GOOD food I had was when I crash in with Yoo, and she cooked me Korean food. (Too bad I don't have the photos to show)
Went to her room to study due we had the test the next day, on the system that we were learning over the past 3 days.

Was really HAPPY and EXCITED when it's the last day, cuz that means I'm coming home!!!!
Really miz everyone back home here, especially mu MUM!!!! Never in my holidays, had I been so happy to see Changi Airport man. (^_^)
Can't get use to the food there cuz really oily, the air is bad, cuz alot and I mean ALOT of construction work going on and all...
Was actually getting better when I was in DXB, but I got worse again when the weather there suddenly turned cold during my last 2 days, but I'm getting already when I reached home, and had my SLEEP!!!! (still coughing a little, but definitely better)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

CNY!!! Happy 牛 Year!

Long time never blog, thus I shall update you people while I'm charging my HP.

The Thursday before CNY, just met up with a friend whom just returned from AU. We went shopping, and I spent loads of money sia! I bought a Levi's Jeans (with the X-chng of my old jeans discounting $50) costing me $149.90, then we went to Taka and I used my vouchers (from last year's company dinner lucky draw), to buy a Fion bag (my first branded handbag), which I would not have bought without the vouchers, as it's orig price is $380 plus...after discount and vouchers deduction, I paid $160 plus only...(that is like less than half the price!!!)

This year CNY really no feel lor...but anyway, I can't celebrate also, cause my grandpa passed on in 2008...but my mum say as we are 外孙, thus we are not so strict on celebrating...but still...
Then again, the 内孙's also celebrate like no one's business sia...

Went to my Big uncle's house first thing in the morning, then left for my Big auntie's house in his car (originally known as my Yeye House), and stayed there the whole day! In the later part of the afternoon, my youngest uncle jio us to play Mahjong (which not long after we started eating as KFC and Pizza Hut arrived)...at night we played Black Jack!

Tomorrow I'm going to my Third auntie's house...the only place / plan for tomorrow...
So sianz...need to start work on 28th (third day of CNY)...
Hoping for a GOOD start to my first day of work in the year of OX! (^_^)