献给最敬爱的爷爷！

Dedicated to my Beloved 爷爷。Photos of him....in fond memories of 爷爷...I MISSED SO MUCH! since his departure.... (T_T)

mi n yeye in his rm...

yeye in e livinrm in china - first nite there

mi n yeye 2nd time in china

my mama n aunties wif yeye plus e little devil which my yeye lkes alot...

yeye - while waiting to watch e fireworks

Dedicated to my Beloved 爷爷。

于2008年4月11日凌晨2.20 致2.25 之间去世。

没有您在身边的日子真的好难过。爷爷，不知您是以什么心情离开我们，但是可以肯定的是绝对有许多的不舍得，如同我们一样的不舍。

我唯一希望的就是，您走得安心，走得放心。我们一定会找您的遗书所写的去做。经量减少真吵，经常往来。每星期最少见一次，以方便联系，以及维系我们之间的感情。

有很多话想说却不知如何开口。爷爷，我知道您与景天凌晨议会来看我们。不能与您聊天，见是我的遗憾。但是知道您回来过，又免不了开心。

请您千万要放心，虽然我们会很想您，但是我们却不希望您不放心。您与爸爸将永远在我心中。
我们会永远怀念您。我爱您！

请您有空一定要回来探望我们，或是托梦给我们。我们都很想在梦里与您相会。my family with yeye in china

e kids with yeye outside his rm (be4 he came to singapore)

yeye waiting to drink tea...chatting wif relatives

yeye's rm (donation to school, thus classrm was named after him)

yeye n his sister at his birthday dinner celebration

e kids with yeye n xiao lau gu

more photos nxt time....

Betrayal...Cancer...Pain...Tears...

Firstly, tks val fer ur concern...sorry for not replyin ur sms but writing here...cuz im scare tt if u ask mi any qns i might start crying again when i had a hard time stopping myself...

Guys, i noe u r all concern abt mi n my yeye...tks loads...but pls pardon my lack of concern or friendliness to ani of u...cuz now im realli juz concentratin on my yeye...Sorry...

I always thotz tt tis fren of my will not betray mi...but im wrong...but right now...nuting is more painful then lookin at my yeye suffer in pain...n signin out loud...todae we went to e hosp again! it's another dae "wasted" there...

looking at him gettin onto e trolley bed n layin there is such a torture...he's so WEAK tt he cant even stand on his own...i was lookin at him...n i thotz i saw tears in his eyes...he was lookin so helpless n tired...i don noe if it's juz mi or realli there's tears in his eyes...but it realli pain mi to see him suffering lke tis...

u noe...juz not long ago mi n my jie were saying tt although yeye is in pain, he haf a VERY stong will to live on...but tis morning when i saw him...he practically had given up...he don wanna eat animore...we had to force him to eat...breakfast, lunch n dinner...he had no more strengh to even hold e spoon or e bowl which he still could yesterdae...

im corssing my fingers, hoping n praying that some how he would find in himself e courage n strength to bring back his will to live, to eat, to drink, to tok, to laugh, and definitely to WALK! or maybe juz some waes to minimise his pain...his now on morphine...im hopin he could get well enough to be off it...

Pple, im callin out to u guys again to PLEASE pray for him...he realli nn all e help n blessings he can get...i will be VERY thankful to all of you! N please gif mi strength to walk thru all tis wif him...support him...

YEYE, I LOVE YOU!

Broken HEART...

I'm back frm the U.S.A with a heavy heart, upon hearing e bad news regarding my yeye...i noe sumtimes tings happen without warning, without reason, without PERMISSION! be4 i leave for U.S.A he was still well n about, walking and toking happily...but suddenly after 1 wk, he's not able to walk, vomitting almost wateva he ate and even tokin makes him breathless...

It realli pains my heart to look at him lke tis...(T_T)
I finalli saw him todae, he is so thin tt i could count his ribs without even touching him. He's realli juz a pack of bones now...but at least he's eating sum tings todae without vommiting ani of it...

He needs help in eviting he dos now...seating up, turning around in bed, bathing and even goin to e toilet...he's always in pain...juz tinking of him now makes mi cry...(:_:)
I realli feel very helpless now, cuz i don noe...realli don noe wat i can do for him...n im realli scared tt i will not be able to hold my tears for long infront of him...

Lucky for me, he was not looking at me when i sat beside him todae, n my tears juz flowed out of me without control...but realli...i don even noe if he noes it was me whu was greeting him tis morning...he looks so WEAK n BLUR... (t_t)

Pple whu;s reading tis now, pls PLEASE do me a favour...a BIG favour...Please PRAY for him on my behalf...Please SHOWER him with all your BLESSINGS! I realli appreciate all your help.
Thank you very much!