Suddenly realised that I've been blogging much too often tis few days...not a good sign sia...
I'm seriously thinking that I've sink into depression...been feeling really low tis days...everyday is torture to me...keep feel like crying for nothing...even now when im blogging, there's tears circling in my eyes.
Just cant put my finger on the thing/matter or even person tt's causing my downness...even buying things cant cheer me up...shit tis is bad man!
I know i'm really sinking into depression, but i just can't help it...shit shit shit!
Got to clear my hse now as guest is coming....
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Raining...Crying...dead
The first news i got this morning the moment i woke up......
my fav hamster died ----> Mother star!!!! (T_T)
She has given birth to 7 or more babies (cant rem)...as some died n some given away.....
I had juz went to perm my hair on Fri (27Nov09) as I was looking to change my look and feeling of depression...but less than 48hrs, my fav hamster had died.
No one noes what's wrong, but last night as per Gary n Jie, she was already blind, as she was walking around her small cage, but seems to not know where...then tis morning, she's gone.
Rest in peace my little one. We r all very thankful to you for bringing joy, and babies into this world. We will always miss you!
my fav hamster died ----> Mother star!!!! (T_T)
She has given birth to 7 or more babies (cant rem)...as some died n some given away.....
I had juz went to perm my hair on Fri (27Nov09) as I was looking to change my look and feeling of depression...but less than 48hrs, my fav hamster had died.
No one noes what's wrong, but last night as per Gary n Jie, she was already blind, as she was walking around her small cage, but seems to not know where...then tis morning, she's gone.
Rest in peace my little one. We r all very thankful to you for bringing joy, and babies into this world. We will always miss you!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Restless...
Am I just getting more n more restless or am I losing the passion for my job?
Is my job getting more n more stressful or are the customers getting more n more CRAZY?
Seems to me like I'm getting more n more depressed...getting up every morning is beginning to feel like torture to me.
With the increasing workload, ever growing crazy customers and irritating never ending phone calls...hmm...issit just me losing my passion or the job getting on my nerves?
Am I just getting sick n tired of doing so many things, but so little satisfaction?
Or maybe I'm crumpling under all the workload and stress from everyone n everything, coming from all around me, from every corner...
I am so tried, so restless...can I not work?
Is my job getting more n more stressful or are the customers getting more n more CRAZY?
Seems to me like I'm getting more n more depressed...getting up every morning is beginning to feel like torture to me.
With the increasing workload, ever growing crazy customers and irritating never ending phone calls...hmm...issit just me losing my passion or the job getting on my nerves?
Am I just getting sick n tired of doing so many things, but so little satisfaction?
Or maybe I'm crumpling under all the workload and stress from everyone n everything, coming from all around me, from every corner...
I am so tried, so restless...can I not work?
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