Better or Worse? Danger - In or Out?

Good news is he is recovering...bad news is he is still not out of danger!

Camp overnite in the hospital yesterdae...so tiring sia...since the day he was admitted into the hospital, i had not had a dae of good slp...esoecialli since fridae morning, when i had the call frm mi sis informing mi tt yeye had fainted in the hospital...all the more i can't slp...Plus the doc keep telling us to be prepared...he might not make it...oh man tinking back n looking at tt time...i realli don noe how i had been able to take it...and still not collapse back then...

Camping over at mi yeye hse e 2nd time, since his admission, realli gives mi tis weird feelings...not hafin yeye around at home is funni...juz lke not hafin mi daddy at home...makes the home so INCOMPLETE! But i'm glad that he has made it, though still not out of danger...but at the very least, he can talk, n is awake...

But his blood pressure is goin up...frm normal to high...Please dear GOD...please BLESS him n not scare mi animore...i can't take it...i realli can't take animore scares...

Infact i doubt anione of us can take it animore...Please help him to recover fulli, n be able to return home for complete rest...Please help him to be well again...Please let him be good enough fer food n drinks tml...he had not had ani intake of food n drink since fridae...please...please BLESS him!!!

Those of u whu has read my post n is helpin mi to pray fer him...i'm hereby THANKING all of U! n Please help mi to continue to pray for him, please help to comtinue to bless him with good health!

Once again : THANK YOU PPLE!

Hospital...Bleeding...Heart Attack...Blood Clots...

How...how...how??????

He's not goin to be discharged any time in the next few days...why is tis happening??? Isn't he fine already yesterday when we left the hospital??? Please pls let him be well...he's already so old...pls don let him suffer animore than he shld...already had alot of blood lost...pls bless him...

Pple...frens...anione whu sees tis post...i'm beggin u to help mi to pray fer him...please help mi to pray fer my grandfather...please help mi to bless him with good help n fast recovery...

令人痛撤心扉的坏消息！

坏消息！坏消息！为何老天要如此的残忍？？？新年在即，却让我们再次听到这晴天霹雳的坏消息。因为医生的一句话，中国之旅必须就此打住。为何会如此？明明您已动了一次手术，令您花了不少时间来复原，这一次是否还要让您在受一次苦呢？开刀后能活多久，没人知道，但如果不，您却只有一年多的时间剩下了。到底该如何是好呢？有谁能告诉我？听了这坏消息却不能哭，忍得好辛苦啊，为何会如此呢？

生老病死，是人必经的旅程。可是一直没想过我会在未满18前，经历生老病死中的死亡。原来人真的可以毫无预警的就离开。连最后一面都来不及等我们，就如此草率的离开了我们。什么都来不及交待，就走了。爸爸，您可知道，我们是多么后悔让您到泰国去。您可曾了结过，您对我们的意义？也许您懂，但也许您根本还来不及了解。

不能哭，真的不能哭！哭了就是输了。如果我没办法忍住，那妈妈呢？她的痛苦岂不是更深？没了另一半的她，没多久又要经历爸爸身体不适的坏消息，试问她的痛，又有谁能抚平？这种伤痛真能抚平吗？还是能不能就选择以忘？以忘是否就是最好？到底该如何是好？

大扫除...Spring Cleaning

Oh my god! wat a tiring morning man...my mum actualli changed the outlook of my living room earli in the morning...Tired la...

Hmm...the position of my T.V. is goin to change as well...haha...they are cleaning our door now while i am blogging here...Y? cuz my jie sae yesterdae e com can't start at all, therefore we decided to try again todae...thus here i m blogging my time away...

Yesterdae went shopping wif mi mei at orchard, on e bus back to mi yeye hse, we met 3 japanese guy, n mi mie went crazi over 1 of them whu is realli cute...juz cuz she almost topple onto him (means getting to touch him) she got so HAPPI! can...lke sum 花痴 can...

oki got to go help liao...jaane

Packing...Flu...CNY!

Still recovering from my operation, n here i am down with flu...

oh man...can't breathe...天哪，牙痛还没好，就有伤风了。Staying at home for e whole wk packing up my room. Juz finish packing my dad's old tings, will have them all burn on sunday...anityher CNY without him...Weird x 3

While packing up his tings, we found out tt he goes to KTV alot man...but he never once went with us...hmm...oh ya...my mum oso found sumting interesting too...my dada acutalli got all of us (mi n moi sis) - name + date of birth + time of birth and all to 算命。But the one tt is fer mi, is not my name...all e rest of details is my except fer namae onli...Weird!

病情。。。遗憾。。。思念

从第一次知道您需要动手术开始，就一直很想哭。当知道您手术成功后，很是放心。可是看您在家护病房里住上比预期还要久时，又开始担心。好不容易等到您出院，才过没多久，又听说您的肿瘤有再一次长了出来。

开始以为您还不知道自己的病情，可是后来听妈妈说您已经知道了。还和三姨说，能多活两年以是赚到了。可是对我来说两年太少了， 真得太少了。

没能陪在爸爸生边，和他一起走完他人生的最后一刻， 以是我永远的遗憾，无法弥补的遗憾。我真得很不想在短短的三年内，又一次把爷爷给送走。老天爷，能否请您行行好，不要把爷爷蒙主宠招。就像我爸爸一样。

遗憾。。。真的是会让人痛不欲生，让人好想死。爸爸您能感受到我们一家对您的思念吗？如果能，好不好让我再次梦到您，至少让我们知道您的“生活”如何吧。真的真的好想您。。。DaDa。。。

思念是一种很玄的东西，无声又无息残绕在心底，思念， 只发生在寂寞里，我无力抗拒，特别是夜里，想你想到无法呼吸。。。

Operation for wisdom tooth

Man...i finalii started a blog...cant believe it myself either...hahaha...pple who noes mi will sure be shocked too...
Someone who doesn't go on-line often actualli started a blog...hahaha

Aniwae...i went fer my wisodm tooth operation todae...started at 3.30pm! First i had another X-Ray, then e doc told mi tt i had to extract my top 2 wisdom tooth as well...but i onli had e 2 lower tooth extrated todae...n it's causing mi hell of pain...man i realli feel lke removing mi lower jaw when e pain starts...but now...beginning to subside le...

The doc actualli cannot find my vein at the back of my hand, n injected twice before gifing up n inject at my wrist...oh my GOD! so painful can...till now still so pain~~ (*SOB*)

Oki...shall listen to the doc n haf a earli nite...Good Nite Pple!