Raining...Crying...dead

The first news i got this morning the moment i woke up......
my fav hamster died ----> Mother star!!!! (T_T)
She has given birth to 7 or more babies (cant rem)...as some died n some given away.....

I had juz went to perm my hair on Fri (27Nov09) as I was looking to change my look and feeling of depression...but less than 48hrs, my fav hamster had died.

No one noes what's wrong, but last night as per Gary n Jie, she was already blind, as she was walking around her small cage, but seems to not know where...then tis morning, she's gone.

Rest in peace my little one. We r all very thankful to you for bringing joy, and babies into this world. We will always miss you!

Restless...

Am I just getting more n more restless or am I losing the passion for my job?
Is my job getting more n more stressful or are the customers getting more n more CRAZY?
Seems to me like I'm getting more n more depressed...getting up every morning is beginning to feel like torture to me.
With the increasing workload, ever growing crazy customers and irritating never ending phone calls...hmm...issit just me losing my passion or the job getting on my nerves?
Am I just getting sick n tired of doing so many things, but so little satisfaction?
Or maybe I'm crumpling under all the workload and stress from everyone n everything, coming from all around me, from every corner...
I am so tried, so restless...can I not work?

Bored! Tired! Sicked!

Getting more n more tired of of getting up every morning and hafing to face all the sick n disgusting pple...either over e fone or face to face!

Feeling bored of Singapore...really wanna get out n relax...most importantly is to forget abt all the tings n pple ard me...hai~

真是越来越多愁善感。近来老是想到/梦到我爸，但都是些weird dreams。我已不记得确切的内容，但是依稀记得梦中的爸爸还是如此的英俊挺拔，健康强壮，就象还在世时。虽然不能真的清楚知道/了解爸爸是不是真的过得很好，但是能在这么多年后的今天梦见爸爸还是让我感到欣慰/心安/安慰。

Met up with some of my poly frens recently, then i realised that i really haven been keepin myself updted abt my frens...guess im really juz living in my own world too much...
But to make e move n step into other pple's world is a scary decision. A decision tt could make me get hurt...tt i might regret...后悔是我最不希望发生的事，遗憾...一次就够了！

Stop denying!!!!!

Seriously! Please stop denying that you are hafing a woman and STILL seeing that woman!!!! Come on, you are going everywhere with that UGLY PIG and you can still look onto people's eyes and LIE that no, you are no longer seeing or having anything to do with that woman.

If you can't take responsibility for your own actions, then PLEASE stop going around to complaint that your kids are not treating you well! Look at the way you're treating them!!!! Seriously! Man! Idiots!

Really can't find in my heart to pity you or blame your kids! YOU DESERVE WHAT YOU HAVE COMING!

Pain...Swell...Bloat...Can Eat...

God...my face is swelling again!!! This time becuz of what I also don't noe...e doc say is due to inflammation of the (don noe wat) gland...hai~now I cannot even eat aniting at all!!!!

I am only surviving on water! Liquid!
So painful sia! Swelling and bloated like a PIG!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............................................

I wanna bite sumting! I wanna EAT solid FOOD!!!!!!

Resign...Hire

Hai~~~After all the slogging, 2 staff resigned, and now we are working endlessly in order to cover, and finally the hiring ihas started, but how long before they start work and we all collapse under the ever growing workload and stress???

Tired yet helpless, as there's nothing that we do can help to ease the stress and load on all our shoulders, and people (irritating ones) can still come and add MORE!!! Do you really think we are sitting in the office doing nothing, but play and answer calls and chit-chat??? Hello~~~we are ALL busy answering the never ending calls / ever increasing walk-in customers alright?!

You have nothing to do doesn't mean we don't can? Irritating right! Stupid Idiotic Brainless People!!!!!

Long time...tired!

Suddenly realised that it's been a long time since I blogged...so I shall blog while waiting for for my video to convert to store in my IPod...hahaha

Work
It's been really hectic and CRAZY!
The workload is ssssooooooo heavy that with just the few of us, I really don't think we are able to cope, more over 2 of them is leaving us soon...it's really bad...I know most of you is going to tell me - having a job is better than not / busy means god, at least I get to keep my job, but, it's getting on my nerves the amount of work I have up my sleeves!!!

Books
I have finally bought the books that I've been wanting to buy...hahahaha....so happy (great my movie is done)...

DVD
I've also been thinking of buying a DVD - Twilight, and I'm so glad my cousin actually have it, and lend it to me...wahahahaha

Well, I'm going off to the docs now...bb